i just woke up like not long ago, finally i get a proper sleep after so many days.
i haven been sleeping well.
wonder how I'm able to do that, because for the past four days i only slept for 16 hours.
okay people clap for me. 

i'm just amazing .
or i 'm just an owl or robot.  haha.


anyway i think i went hospital for donating my blood on last Saturday or Friday.
well it wasn't that scary to look at those amount of blood in a translucent bag.
the injection and the poking of needle into my skin and fresh wasn't what i was worrying about,
but now it's gonna hurt me tomorrow .
because there's this freaking huge bruise is still on my arm
 

every single thing actually happen on the same period of time.
i cried and cried  just last night at the playground , there's so much things for me too handle.
people getting so worry because of me , people discussing it like non-stopppp.
yet these faggots appearing in my life at this moment of time.

 seriously i feel so bad for everything..
but I'm glad that all of you are there for me.
love you all.



and who says 3 years relationship isn't strong...

my head is feeling heavy since morning. arghh.

anyway i cant stop buying colour pencils ,
i even bought colour pencils when i'm hanging out with my friends at orchard.
bought myself a pair of flower hairpin at accessorize , haha.
i was telling my mum that i felt regretted for not buying that day.
hmm lucky there's stock left. haha.

okay picture picture.

i like this, taken at the gallery.